Christmas 2021 approaches... The second without my mum. I begin the task of planning the meals that me, my dad, sister and my family will enjoy. The traditions that Marilyn put in place live on; we'll always have a brunch with smoked salmon, bagels, bacon, avocado, croissants etc. We'll always have delicious nibbles for an evening buffet, mostly from M&S. Last year I was 8 months pregnant so this year I'll be more than making up for it by raising several toasts to Marilyn! Christmas brings her to the forefront of my mind, even more than usual (is that even possible?). I still feel lingering anger that she won't see Owen open his presents and she won't see Alice celebrating her first Christmas. But I know we will reminisce and remember. Marilyn will always be here with us. The love doesn't fade but burns stronger than ever.